Pleased at Ease

I feel like I’m at a place of ease. I’ve accomplished many of my wildest dreams.And though the desire for new dreams or a new way to fulfill my purpose often leaves me lost in spins,I’m okay not rushing it.I’m proud of where I’m at and I’m finallyGiving myself space to enjoy.To stop chasing. ToContinue reading “Pleased at Ease”

Depressed Drama Queen

This morning I woke up very, very tired and what felt like depressed. Though, I don’t think I’m depressed. Then again, that sounds like something a depressed person would say. I think I’m just emotionally overloaded, and part of the comes from feeling I’m of disservice to myself. Not fully allowing myself to dive intoContinue reading “Depressed Drama Queen”

Sad and Angry, with Love

One of my favorite things I’ve learned about myself within the past couple of years is how much I learn from being sad and angry.  These were two emotions I suppressed for so long because I had a negative connotation of what these emotions meant and how to navigate them. I was hesitant to showContinue reading “Sad and Angry, with Love”

Things that Make Me Feel Better

The other day I was sad and made a list of all of the things that were making me feel better in that moment.  I get that sounds really cliche, but it was actually hilarious. I found myself writing these items down with tears pouring down my face – yet laughing at how stupid someContinue reading “Things that Make Me Feel Better”

An Ode to CA

What a contradiction – to love being a homebody just as much as loving exploring. If there’s one thing this temporary move to Europe has taught me, it’s that I love having my own space. One that I’ve customized to my liking, that I’ve made comfortable for me, that embodies everything I find cozy, fun,Continue reading “An Ode to CA”

Glib Blabber Mouths

The excitement that soars through my body when I get a notification that the book I’ve been long awaiting for is finally off hold and patiently waiting for me to indulge in, is cloying. That’s exactly what happened yesterday when the much anticipated Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo became available to me. I’ve been waitingContinue reading “Glib Blabber Mouths”

A Letter to the Hero

Being a person who is the life of the party is always a blast.Being a person who is everyone’s go-to for trauma dumping is flattering.Being a person everyone calls for emergencies is commendable. But who’s the hero’s hero? (Besides their grandpa?) Who’s comforting them? (Besides their cat?)Who’s rescuing them? (Besides 911? But even they pickContinue reading “A Letter to the Hero”

Frazzled in France

I can’t get away without sharing our experience in France with you. I’m going to start from the beginning, as this whirlwind of events deserves. Story time! For starters, just getting to France in itself was chaotic. I won’t stress you with the details, but know that at one point (less than 24 hours beforeContinue reading “Frazzled in France”

Rant: Pretty Privilege

**This rant was written at the end of 2019** This year I gained a lot of awareness about how others view me. The way people view me doesn’t affect the way I live my life, they don’t have that much power over me. But it does give me different perspectives on what others might thinkContinue reading “Rant: Pretty Privilege”

The Best Human Race

**This was written in the beginning of 2020. I have since finished this book and do highly recommend checking it out – or any of his studies out** I’m reading a book called Becoming Supernatural by Dr. Joe Dispenza. According to Google, Dr. Joe Dispenza is teaching the world how to empower and heal our mind through meditation andContinue reading “The Best Human Race”