Depressed Drama Queen

This morning I woke up very, very tired and what felt like depressed. Though, I don’t think I’m depressed. Then again, that sounds like something a depressed person would say. I think I’m just emotionally overloaded, and part of the comes from feeling I’m of disservice to myself. Not fully allowing myself to dive intoContinue reading “Depressed Drama Queen”

The Brain Dump of an Emotional Empress

I’ve came here to write multiple times since I’ve been back in the states, but each time I attempt to write I feel guilty for not putting my attention towards other priorities which need attended to (like finding a place to live or picking out my outfit for a well anticipated Austin Powers party –Continue reading “The Brain Dump of an Emotional Empress”

Sad and Angry, with Love

One of my favorite things I’ve learned about myself within the past couple of years is how much I learn from being sad and angry.  These were two emotions I suppressed for so long because I had a negative connotation of what these emotions meant and how to navigate them. I was hesitant to showContinue reading “Sad and Angry, with Love”

Things that Make Me Feel Better

The other day I was sad and made a list of all of the things that were making me feel better in that moment.  I get that sounds really cliche, but it was actually hilarious. I found myself writing these items down with tears pouring down my face – yet laughing at how stupid someContinue reading “Things that Make Me Feel Better”

A Letter to the Hero

Being a person who is the life of the party is always a blast.Being a person who is everyone’s go-to for trauma dumping is flattering.Being a person everyone calls for emergencies is commendable. But who’s the hero’s hero? (Besides their grandpa?) Who’s comforting them? (Besides their cat?)Who’s rescuing them? (Besides 911? But even they pickContinue reading “A Letter to the Hero”

Thank you, 2021.

This year was truly inspiring. Through a whirlwind of emotions, it’s given me insight on a lot. It’s reminded me of the rewards of consistency. It’s taught me how to generously give my time. It’s encouraged me to be blunt. In my boundaries, my desires, and my non-negotiables. It’s made me to be courageous. Bold.Continue reading “Thank you, 2021.”

Validation Victims

Constant validation is a hard thing to wrap around my mind. Why does something always have to be said in order for it to be felt? Validations happen in moments, there’s not always something to tell. But the constant need to be told exactly how one feels and what they think is crippling. It’s likeContinue reading “Validation Victims”

Happy New Year!

Hi guys, Happy 2021! I’m sorry I haven’t written in a bit. I’ve actually been working on some other fun projects that have me expressing my emotions and thoughts in new ways. All of which I’m excited to share as they come to fruition! Before I tell you some exciting news, I want to giveContinue reading “Happy New Year!”

Explore Your Options

I think one of the coolest things about moving away from my hometown was I had the opportunity to create and find who I am, without preconceived notions of who I was while growing up. It’s proven our environments and the people who surround us influence our lives subconsciously. No matter how aware we areContinue reading “Explore Your Options”

A Reflection: Gaining Control of My Emotions

I’ve always hated seeing people weep of heartbreak. It’s like my heart automatically tumbles and weeps with them, leaving me with a heavy throat and lost words. Seeing the people you love so hurt makes you feel helpless, because you know in that very moment nothing can take away that type of pain. The morningContinue reading “A Reflection: Gaining Control of My Emotions”