Depressed Drama Queen

This morning I woke up very, very tired and what felt like depressed. Though, I don’t think I’m depressed. Then again, that sounds like something a depressed person would say. I think I’m just emotionally overloaded, and part of the comes from feeling I’m of disservice to myself. Not fully allowing myself to dive intoContinue reading “Depressed Drama Queen”

Thank you, 2021.

This year was truly inspiring. Through a whirlwind of emotions, it’s given me insight on a lot. It’s reminded me of the rewards of consistency. It’s taught me how to generously give my time. It’s encouraged me to be blunt. In my boundaries, my desires, and my non-negotiables. It’s made me to be courageous. Bold.Continue reading “Thank you, 2021.”

A Reflection: Gaining Control of My Emotions

I’ve always hated seeing people weep of heartbreak. It’s like my heart automatically tumbles and weeps with them, leaving me with a heavy throat and lost words. Seeing the people you love so hurt makes you feel helpless, because you know in that very moment nothing can take away that type of pain. The morningContinue reading “A Reflection: Gaining Control of My Emotions”

Hi, this is for you.

This is a letter to anyone and everyone who I have encountered in my life. You are my friend. No matter how deep our relationship is, you are my friend and I care about you. Even if I don’t personally know you, you’re my friend and I care about you. If you need someone toContinue reading “Hi, this is for you.”

Happy One Year, LA.

As clichè as it is, starting a New Year has always been refreshing to me. I enjoy the idea of a fresh start. Setting new goals. Tiddy-ing life up a bit by gathering the lessons you’ve learned and packing them up for the years to come. Re-assessing aspects of life that seem to be missingContinue reading “Happy One Year, LA.”

The War Against Reality

Picture this: It’s a quiet Sunday morning. You wake up feeling refreshed and at peace. You grab your morning fix, whether that’s water, tea, coffee, etc., and you hop in the car for some Sunday morning exploring. The sky is exceptionally blue with minimal clouds. The clouds that you do see are incredibly white andContinue reading “The War Against Reality”

Comfortably Uncomfortable

Is chasing a far fetched dream worth being away from the best people in my life? Do I have enough knowledge and experience to make beneficial decisions? How do I get myself on track when I don’t even know what path I want to take? How do I believe everything’s going to be okay whenContinue reading “Comfortably Uncomfortable”

Thank you, Puss.

I feel like I’ve been suffocating myself.  No. I know I’ve been suffocating myself.  I’m so scared because I want my dreams to come true SO bad, that I’m rushing the process. But in reality, rushing the process is pushing the process away.  I’m becoming my own worst enemy. I dabble into so many thingsContinue reading “Thank you, Puss.”

Self Care 101 – The List

I’m 22. It’s an odd age because I have just finished college and entered the real world and even though I have a degree, I still had and have a long journey of figuring out what I want to do, but even more important how I’m going to do it.  Since I’ve been on myContinue reading “Self Care 101 – The List”

Accomplished Exhaustion

Guys. I am EXHAUSTED.  Yesterday I definitely thought I was going to die of exhaustion, I have barely slept, my schedules are crazy and on top of that I can feel little germs trying to invade my blood and my nostril tubes and get me sick and I DO NOT HAVE TIME FOR GERMS RIGHTContinue reading “Accomplished Exhaustion”