Tending to my Emotions

It’s been some time since I’ve published anything of substance and it’s haunting me. Though I’ve been enjoying the slower pace of delving into my creativity – I feel shame for not sharing. Where does the shame come from? I’m not exactly sure. I feel content in my day to days and I’m enjoying creatingContinue reading “Tending to my Emotions”

Switzerland – Satisfying the Soul

Now this is a trip that I will never be able to do justice for. From the way I describe the towns, the photos and videos I took to capture visuals – nothing will truly express its peaceful essence except experiencing its purity for yourself. But I will do my best to make sure youContinue reading “Switzerland – Satisfying the Soul”

Pleased at Ease

I feel like I’m at a place of ease. I’ve accomplished many of my wildest dreams.And though the desire for new dreams or a new way to fulfill my purpose often leaves me lost in spins,I’m okay not rushing it.I’m proud of where I’m at and I’m finallyGiving myself space to enjoy.To stop chasing. ToContinue reading “Pleased at Ease”

Depressed Drama Queen

This morning I woke up very, very tired and what felt like depressed. Though, I don’t think I’m depressed. Then again, that sounds like something a depressed person would say. I think I’m just emotionally overloaded, and part of the comes from feeling I’m of disservice to myself. Not fully allowing myself to dive intoContinue reading “Depressed Drama Queen”

The Brain Dump of an Emotional Empress

I’ve came here to write multiple times since I’ve been back in the states, but each time I attempt to write I feel guilty for not putting my attention towards other priorities which need attended to (like finding a place to live or picking out my outfit for a well anticipated Austin Powers party –Continue reading “The Brain Dump of an Emotional Empress”

Sad and Angry, with Love

One of my favorite things I’ve learned about myself within the past couple of years is how much I learn from being sad and angry.  These were two emotions I suppressed for so long because I had a negative connotation of what these emotions meant and how to navigate them. I was hesitant to showContinue reading “Sad and Angry, with Love”

The Redemption of France

And with perfect synchronicity, Paris made a seamless come back for France. Starting strong with a slow, peaceful morning – we arrive around 8am with a few hours to spare before we are able to check into our Airbnb. We walk around our area to get a good sense of what’s around, and then findContinue reading “The Redemption of France”

An Ode to CA

What a contradiction – to love being a homebody just as much as loving exploring. If there’s one thing this temporary move to Europe has taught me, it’s that I love having my own space. One that I’ve customized to my liking, that I’ve made comfortable for me, that embodies everything I find cozy, fun,Continue reading “An Ode to CA”

The Suffering of Worry

**this was written in 2018** “Worrying means you suffer twice.” Read it again. “Worrying means you suffer twice.” If something is going to happen – it’s going to happen. So let it happen when it happens. There is absolutely no reason to worry your entire day away about your roommate burning down the house whileContinue reading “The Suffering of Worry”

Just Ride

Do you remember riding in the car as a kid and not knowing where you were going? There was an unappreciated bliss of how irrelevant I was when running errands with my mom. A bliss I haven’t felt in years – hopping in the car, no care in the world for how long we wereContinue reading “Just Ride”